. amyny aisha .

balik rumah yay!

2012-01-24T17:56:00.003+08:00

jom kita balik rumah !

om nom nom nom ;D

P/S :nak kutip balik semangat ^^

harap2 balik kolej ngan semangat rajin nak study ^^

p/s : insyaALLAH selamat semua :)

anger

2012-01-21T23:10:00.003+08:00

i admit that i'm totally bad-tempered person , seriously .

but I will try to change , at least after read this story .

NAILS IN A FENCE

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence..The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn 't lose his temper at all

He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, ' You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence.. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I 'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one..

Remember that friends are very rare jewels indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed; They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.

tired .

2012-01-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

feel tired to continue this thing .

I think we should have some break .

p/s : I just disappointed with myself on how I treat you .

beat your problem today and move forward

2012-01-21T14:10:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum :)

okay , post hari ni quite panjang :)

video yang aku embedded kat atas tu , aku rasa ramai je yang da tengok , tapi, for those yang ada atau dalam masalah , its better if you re-watch this video :)

masalah yang di narrate oleh matlutfi pernah jadi kat aku .

for those yang pernah baca post aku yang cerita pasal Fail MS blablabla ,

actually ada cerita di sebalik tu.

pernah masa exam week , disebabkan terlampau penat 5 paper straight/consecutively , malam exam MS , mmg rasa macam nak pengsan , sampaikan tido pukul 6,bajet nak bangun pukul 6.30 la konon , abes terlajak sampai pukul 8.30 , nasib baik isyak pukul 8.45 ,kalau tak memang kena qadha' lak -.-.

tapi lepas bangun pukul 8.30 mlm tu mmg rasa x larat gila , bayangkan everynight tido 1-2 jam je , pastu sambung baca , pastu jawab exam , balik kolej , baca for the next subject lagi , and so on ..

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disebabkan memang mengantu kyang x dapat nak tahan , pergilah study kat bilik kawan , sebelah bilik je pun :)

bawak semua 16 lecture notes , konon nak stay up sampai pagi la ,sama2 , huhuhu

dalam around pukul 11.30 mlm tu , sempat abes 2 lecture notes , rasa macam nak gi toilet , but , jalan nak g toilet tu memang kena cross bilik aku .hehe

but , before g toilet , konon nak singgah bilik la kejap , tapi kannn , bila masuk bilik , ya ALLAH ,rasa tempting nya katil tu , memanggil2 hehe.

baringlah2 la kejap ..

bila da baring2 tu , memang da tau la kan jadi ape kan ?

terus tido sampai pukul 5.30 pagi T________T

Exam pukul 8.30 pagi T.T

Memang teruk la.. adrenaline rush macam ape , sejuk gila kaki tangan T.T

and aku blame jiran aku, sebab tak kejut aku T.T

bayangkan aku punya stationery , lecture notes and everything kat dalam bilik dia , and they got no wonder aku pergi mana for past 6 hours ? seriously ?

tu yang aku keep on fikir , and raged of course .

tapi tu kejap je , (padahal memang lama aku control marah aku kat dorang)

and then fikir ,aku ada lagi 3 hours , insyALLAH boleh kot cover , at least belek2 camtu all 14 lecture notes , tapi memang cuak macam ape la =.=

tapi alhamdulillah , Allah tolong aku , solaan essay yang kuar tu ada dalam 2 lec

ture notes yang awal2 ag aku da baca , before aku tertido tu , tapi objektif mmg hancur la kan .

thanks God im not a quitter :)

p/s : post ni dibuat untuk upkan aku balik , for previous entry , im sincerely apologize to those who think that I do not have any feeling :)

gambattene AMYNY !

down .

2012-01-19T00:22:00.003+08:00

rasa down ,

tapi tak tau nak cerita kat sape .

cerita kat blog je la ..

tapi at least this one i better than last time .

at least im trying :)

*comforting own-self.

distance .

2011-12-27T18:05:00.001+08:00

hello :)

2011-12-15T16:31:00.006+08:00

thanks for understand it :)

bye bye :)

add- meng add :p

2011-11-12T20:23:00.005+08:00

lepas 2 post berduka lara sebab gara2 mulut aku yang asyik main direct je bg kat atok ,

skang ni kte citer pasal benda2 happy je :P

merujuk entry ni (klik sini)

err, xtaw cane nak cerita (benda happy susah pulak koo nk cerita yekk amyny ?)

ok2 , hari isnin lepas bakal abg ipar atok add aku kt fb , so , xkn la aku nak friend ngan abg ipar dia tanpa friend ngan kakak dia right?

mau tergelak aku ahahahaha (blushing2)

jadi aku dengan muka penuh blushing pun pergi la add kakak dia kt fb tihihihi

punya la berdebar nak tunggu dia approve ke tak , buatnya x approve nmpk sgt dia x ske aku ngan atok T.T *over*

pastu mau 3 ari jugak la aku add kyee ni ,spnjg 3 hari tu nk on9 fb pun rs cam mls je :P ahahahah

tapi masa hari jumaat tu bila jey pergi bukak fb aku kt dalam lecture hall (means tunjuk profile aku-.-) , nmpk amyny aisha is friend with (nama kyee)

wohoo x sabar nak balik bukak fb tehehe

balik2 bukak fb jeng3 ,

punya la happy mcm apa kehkehkeh XD

masalahnya aku ni sengal sgt x taw nk reply ape -.-

nasib bek a day before that birthday dia :D

penerangan gambar kat atas ni : pergh kyee ajak aku jumpa ahahahh

p/s : bila la pulak bakal abg ipar aku nk add atok ni ? ahahaha

ps II : agak2 kyee tau tak ape aku wat kat adek kesyangan dia ni? *mati aku*

arms :)

2011-11-06T20:40:00.001+08:00

wordless saturday =.=

2011-11-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

to him , am NOT okay when i said im okay , and yes , sorry :|

ppssstt , nak taw? :)

2011-11-05T19:49:00.002+08:00

1. klik pada gambar

2. tengok list name no 17

3. tengok tittle gambar tu

4. say alhamdulillah :)

alhamdulillah :)

semua lulus , rezeki :")

P/S : ada orang ckp amyny aisha ni overla :P

have faith :)

2011-11-04T08:16:00.003+08:00

today is the day that i will get my result

have faith amyny :)

be strong ^^

p/s : kawan2 tolong doakan :)

salah .

2011-11-01T10:02:00.003+08:00

semalam bila DR.Azmi post pasal almost everyone akan dapat extra marks , punyalah berdoa berharap dapat :)

and then bila dr post lagi , pasal bpe2 org yang naik markah , turun markah ape sume (klik gambar), baru tau he just recheck it :)

and alhamdulillah , markah tak turun , even agak frust sebab tak naik , whichmeans memang jawab salah from the first check .

tapi bila pikir balik , takutnya kalau kena reseat :(

siap mimpi2 ag ni , second sem x leh main2 da , kena usaha lebih , kurangkan tengok cerita, kurangkan enjoy -,-

holiday :)

2011-10-31T13:14:00.001+08:00

i'm on holiday right now :D

so lots of things to write on ,

but , still dont know where i should start

takut . usaha . tawakal .

2011-10-23T09:07:00.002+08:00

adrenaline rush !

p/s ; dear amyny, please , maybe this is last chance for you to get up again, maybe for others, 10 % is nothing, but for you it SURE do have everything .

gambatte ne for OSPE n OSCE ! Amyny aisha can do it !

wondering

2011-10-22T08:28:00.002+08:00

sometime, wondered how the seniors n super2 senior can overcome this hectic pre clinical years.

it is about hard work and faith .

pesan .

2011-10-21T12:42:00.002+08:00

lepas habes exam ni , pesan mama , jangan pandang belakang .

lagi pandang lagi sedih , lagi banyak menyesal .

exam oh exam T.T

p/s ; harap2 x reseat CVS n MS , ameen..

nak tahu ?

2011-10-08T19:19:00.002+08:00

bila meja menjadi serabut serabai macam ni ,

bila anak2 ikan aku memang jadi benda aku mengadap hari hari

bila rasa otak penat badan malas mata nampak katil je tapi hati kata jangan.

itulah ,

STUDY WEEK .A STUDY WEEK.

100+ lecture notes kena mengadap and ingat, 11 PBL kena paham , >20 praktikal lab kena baca , hanya untuk seminggu exam .

doa-doa xde fail kali ni .ameen.

benda cute aku rembat masa pesta konvo aritu. tapi benda merah tu monyet ke beruang ?

meow

2011-10-03T21:12:00.003+08:00

my meow is M.I.A

I hope he will be alright.

i tried comfort my sisters , about meow , by saying ,

it alright , maybe we cant take care of him properly , and by missing him might reduce our dosa ,

yes, im crying while typing that .

oh ALLAH give me strength to face the lost .amin .

a relationship

2011-09-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

dear MR. F..

you can have any relationship with any girls in this world ,

but if you got my friend to be with you , please , dont play with her heart .

p/s : im the coward one because afraid to tell him directly :|

bersyukur .

2011-09-27T17:21:00.002+08:00

all the best untuk kawan-kawan yang akan fly dan telah fly :)

never ever give up !

suka tapi cemburu

2011-09-27T17:13:00.003+08:00

serius aku suka tengok pic2 member2 yang dapat fly

fly kt ireland lagi tu :)

tempat yang aku nak sangat2 pergi :)

royal college of surgeon , ireland :)

tapi ,

aku cemburu :(

fix

2011-09-06T22:29:00.001+08:00

i need to fix everything .

when i mean everything , its everything .

o ALLAH , o our GOD , please give me strength to do this .amin.

raya dan raya :D

2011-09-02T08:32:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

p/s : tahun lepas raya ke dua aku pos , tahun ni ry ke empat , tahun depan raya ke-enam lak -.-

-.-

2011-08-27T23:59:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah .

2011-08-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

i asked ALLAH to guide me , to choose one from three choices ,

and yes , He made me choosed the best one , a good one for me .

thanks ALLAH :)

no one can love me like you except my family :)

never know .

2011-08-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

you will never know what people around you hide from you

unless they confess it .

rekod bersih

2011-08-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

sedih bla rekod bersih dikotorkan , dicalarkan hari ini

cvs o cvs :(

nak balik rumah nak kutip balik semangat :(

define love .

2011-08-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

please ?

understand .

2011-08-16T20:11:00.001+08:00

some didnt understand what others had going through.

some didnt understand the feeling they felt.

some are understand enough that make things easier .

questions.

2011-08-15T17:39:00.003+08:00

ramai orang tanya , kenapa hide birthday kat facebook ?

jawapan :

entah la , maybe sebab nak test sape betul2 ingat birthday kita .

maybe sebab x mo glamour sangat <---- low profile:P

maybe sebab takut tak sempat nak reply satu2 wall post :)

tapi at last reveal jugak , entah la , maybe sebab nak tunjuk am 20 :)

sweet20sweet :)

thanks for the wishes :)

you make my day ^^

great

2011-08-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

turning up to 20 sweet 20 :D

had a great birth day

wake up on 12 pm , mom called on 12.20 pm , laying down on my bed watching city hunter ..

and yet , feels like im back to be a baby ;D

alahai gediknya aku -.-

2011-08-13T15:21:00.001+08:00

ni status setahun lepas =.=

klik untuk tumbesaran tulang temulang

sayang

2011-08-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

ramai betul sayang aku :D

ramai wish birthday aku ,

tapi masalahnya tak sampai lagi tarikhnya :D

AHAHAH

tapi takpe , at least aku tahu korang sayang aku :D

birthday

2011-08-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

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lagi 2 hari :)

Random :)

2011-08-10T23:27:00.001+08:00

HATI TAHU JIKA DIA BUKAN JODOH TUANNYA .

236.

2011-08-08T22:40:00.005+08:00

salam .

gembira .

2011-07-06T17:54:00.001+08:00

aku gembira sebab kau tegur aku tadi ^^

berangan .

2011-07-04T00:05:00.001+08:00

dalam masa setahun lagi ,

dalam masa 365 hari lagi ,

kalau ada pos pasal barang yang memang tekad gila2 nak beli , and tengah nak saving sekarang ,

memang aku dapat ape yang aku nak la tu :D

wait n see ^^

sebab .

2011-07-03T14:09:00.001+08:00

sebab jarang pos ?

sebab aku suka cakap ;D

err , pos ?

2011-07-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

tak tau nak tulis ape even banyak benda nak cerita .

tak tau nak start cane , mungkin kena start dengan penuh emosi kot :D

hee~

when you grow up :)

2011-06-28T13:29:00.000+08:00

3rd party

2011-06-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

i got the 3rd party ,

but it doesnt mean that i betrayed him .

LOVE

2011-06-26T11:19:00.004+08:00

If you can't keep your eyes off of her, then it is not love, it is LUST.

If you are so eager to show her off to your friends, then it is not love, it is LUCK.

If you need her around because you know she's there,then it is not love, it is LONELINESS.

If you with her because she kissed you, then its is not love, it is LOW CONFIDENCE.

If you stay because you don't want to hurt her, then it is not love, it is PITY.

If you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat and your adrenalin pumped to the highest, then it is not love, it is INFACTUATION.

If you pardon her faults because you care about her, then it is not love, it is FRIENDSHIP.

If you tell her every day she is the only one you think of , then it is not love, it is a LIE.

If you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her,then it is not love, it is CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret?

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death?

Then it is LOVE.

penat .

2011-06-19T23:55:00.001+08:00

penat .

227 .

2011-06-11T20:39:00.001+08:00

post yang ke 227 .

malam ni gerak balek kl .

sambung second year :|

farewell kelantan . hi KL

change to a better person , InsyaALLAH

doa2 kan amyny berubah .

the ~~man~~ girl who wants to change at 12th hour dies on eleventh .

nauzubillah .

tambah koleksi la sangat :P

2011-06-06T19:23:00.006+08:00

ni hobi yg disebabkan aku memang xnak buat kerja lain , bukan sebab bosan .

x letak keychain lagi -.-

ni bantal busuk along aku wahahah

ceit gamba same -.-

ni along aku punya , dia cakap nak letak dalam kete ,,pastu cakap mama aku mesti pening , tapi bile pk balik , dia punya mmg x boleh letak kat mn2 sbb dia lupa nak letak tali / reben-.-

ni brooch ;D

aku suke yg ni , paling lama nak siap , maw 3 jam =.=

ni untuk atok , yes , tali phone charm ni kaler pink , sbb aku beli satu kaler je -.-

ni untuk atok :) versi belakang :P

ni pin bunga2 ;D

tadaaaa~~ ni casing phone , untuk bff aku , syafiqah , hehe , even tak kemas , tapi aku rasa comel :P ~~aku memang tak pandai nak menjahit~~

p/s : untuk sape2 yg ada macam nak tempah untuk pos hobi baru tu , sorry , kakak aku sangatlah bizi , then memang macam entahlah , dia pun macam tak sure ag nak buat ke tak bisnes ni , so , even korang tak dapat nak tempah , tapi insyaALLAH kalau ada jodoh jumpa ngan aku , aku bagi free je :)))

hobi baru :P

2011-05-23T11:30:00.002+08:00

tajuk bukan lagi mau nak gempak je .

ok2 .

disebabkan cuti masih lagi bersisa - sisa ~~makanan~~

jadi , aku memang menggunakan sisa sisa ni dengan tak sia sia (konon)

homemade / handmade phone strap ! hee~~

(padahal baru buat satu yg lain angah aku punya :P )

yg ada dekat phone tu ~~ahmad albab~~ aku yang punya ! tehehe

yang ni angah aku punya , dia cakap nak jual , tapi dia bz lagi (sambil2 pomot )

teddy bear yang ......

haaa~~~!!! ni baru aku punya , aku tau x kemas , tapi sape kesah ?? ahahaha. aku nak pkai sendiri kehkehkeh

ni pun yang aku punya jugak , tapi versi belakang / depan heee~~~

tapi bila pikir balek , memang kalau dapat cuti 4 bulan----> koma sebab bosan :P

p/s : sape rasa berkenan , bolehlah cakap kat aku , murah je , tak sampai 3 ringgit pun ,

p/s/s : casing phone pun ada , coming soonn~~~

h a i :)

2011-05-19T13:52:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum :)

how are you ? apa khabar ?

sihat ?

alhamdulillah :)

kalau sihat , rasa syukur :)

kalau dapat berjalan ucaplah alhamdulillah .

kalau dapat gerakkan tangan syukran to ALLAH :)

kalau bangun pagi dan masih hidup di bumi ini , say , ALhamdulilah :)

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2011-05-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION .

SORRY .

aaaaaaaaaa~~~~

2011-05-08T13:41:00.003+08:00

kenape la ad benda alah ni .. belog demam ! sape boleh jadi dr jap? plis T.T

Segan .

2011-05-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

nak mengeadd bakal kakak ipar tapi malu !XD wahahahahaha!!

2011-05-05T14:16:00.001+08:00

abang shah :)

2011-05-03T14:47:00.000+08:00

sape rasa rasa dia nama shah pastu pandai main piano . baca novel jane austin . bawak moto rxz . study kat utp , anak seorang duda . haa. bolehlah bagitau aku cepat cepat . aku nak jadi adik kau ! hahah schubert's serenade in progress. yes , tell me >you lame =.=

hectic .

2011-04-22T15:01:00.000+08:00

3 weeks of hectic day , i think i need some fresh air . one more to go ! p/s ; nak fresh air cane @_@

booo~!!

2011-04-22T13:03:00.000+08:00

sape suruh tidor before abes cover? padan muka amyny! :((((

examexamexam .

2011-04-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

ini serius punya exam . insyaALLAH harap harap takde lagi post macam ni . insyaALLAH . 2nd year to go !

macam macam .

2011-04-03T11:47:00.000+08:00

macam macam perasaan berbaur .

geram

sakit hati

marah

redha

tension

stress

happy

gembira

takde perasaan

ok , happy and gembira is the fake one .thank you .

you betrayed me just to escape yourself from being blame . it makes me hating you .

yay !

2011-03-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

facebook da deactivate !

anything just message or call me ok !

facebook.

2011-03-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

aku rasa facebook aku sejak jadi 2-3 menjak ni jadi tempat lepaskan geram pulak .

now amyny is coward .cisss

looking towards nak deactivate facebook .

memang betulla orang cakap ada internet ni social skillpun kurang .perghh

words .

2011-03-19T10:12:00.000+08:00

your words make me hurt .

but its nothing because you a drop .

bertunang .

2011-03-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Dari segi syara’, bertunang adalah “seseorang lelaki bertanyakan wanita tersebut agar berkahwin dengannya”. Dengan selesainya seseorang lelaki bertanyakan atau meminang seseorang (dan dipersetujui), maka natijahnya itu dinamakan bertunang. Dari segi syara’, memang tidak ada majlis khas bagi amalan pertunangan ini. Ia cuma lamaran dan deklarasi perjanjian untuk berkahwin.

abang vs kakak .

2011-03-14T17:04:00.000+08:00

aku ada 2 orang kakak .

yes , 2 orang .tak termasuk lagi dengan caring yang tak berapa nak caring sister , ngan buddy , ngan kakak husna yang aku usha masa aku form 1 (yes , im not lesbo =.=)

tapi aku takde abang .

jadi bila aku dengar cerita orang - orang yang ada abang ni aku jadi eksited ,eh .

bukan eksited nak mengorat -.- eksited pasal nak tanya apa abang dia akan buat kat dia .

pernah satu hari tu , ada sorang kawan aku yang cerita pasal abang dia

abang dia memang jaga dia betul betul ,err , i means , bukannya macam mak , tapi macam abang la (ayat keling)

and yang tu aku rasa jeles =.=

maksud jaga kat sini means abang dia yang sememangnya budak bagus , bagitahu dia ciri - ciri lelaki yang boleh dibuat kawan , yang tegur dia kalau dia buat silap dengan kaum adam and mostly macam abang shah dalam schubert serenade , boleh dibuat geng .

tapi disebabkan aku takde abang , yang ada hanyalah kakak -kakak yang selalu panggil aku budak tak matured ( sebab aku selalu buat perangai macam budak budak eg tido depan tv sambil tengok kartun, makan eskrem takmo kongsi etc) and hanya boleh bergosip gosip sambil memasak atau bakar kek atau buat biskut atau makan makan dan sebagainya ,

jadi , aku aplikasikan semangat keabangan aku ni kat adik aku yang laki tu .

aku tegur pasal kawan perempuan dia ( adik aku sekolah laki je ) , pasal berhati - hati kawan ngan perempuan macam tu macam ni , ~~seeloknya pilih orang mcam aku~~ cakap kat dia gul tu or gul ni ada hati kat dia ~~sebab aku dah tahu taktik mengorat seorang perempuan~~ , beware kat gul ni gedik and pilihlah orang yang sopan santun lagi ayu ~~macam aku~~

tapi aku kesian kat dia . bese lah , budak baru naik ~~rasa macam aku umur 30 je sekarang~~

tapi bila pikir sume tu , aku rasa aku memang layak jadi kakak mithali kahkahkah *facepalm*

nak tengok adik beradik aku kat sini ~~abaikan muka aku dan penggunaan ayat yang comel dua dua tu~~

scandal .

2011-03-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

skandal tu adalah sejenis kuih .

sedap tak sedap kita makan sebab kalau buang nnti membazir .

kalau sedap kita kunyah dengan happy orang lain tengok sambil cakap " sila makan lelok sikit"

kalau tak sedap kita buat muka tapi orang akan cakap " ala,sporting ar sikit , makan je "

err, pos takde motif .

p/s ; im free from scandal .

i feel that ...

2011-03-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'm not good enough to be even someone's friend .

hailahaila.

perempuan cantik itu tidak memandang dan tidak dipandang,

perempuan cantik itu tidak mengenali dan tidak dikenali,

perempuan cantik itu tidak menengur dan tidak ditegur

p/s : aku belum lagi cantik .

p/s ': credit to asyraaf azahari . thanks .arigato .

=.=*

2011-03-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

korang rasa korang ada kenal tak someone yang memang kerja nak berlagak je? dia rasa dia patut menang je setiap kali nak cakap?

kalau beli barang nak yang exclusive tapi harga murah and then buat kita terpaksa ikut dia berjam- jam tapi at last tak beli pape?

tak consider orang lain? kalau ada . sila angkat tangan ! p/s ; rasa macam nak suap je selipar satu dalam mulut dia .sheeeesssssshhhhhhhhhhhh

terhegeh - hegeh ?

2011-03-10T15:09:00.001+08:00

pernah tengok cerita koizora?

ala, cite jepun yang sedih la sket kot

tak pernah?

oke2

meh nak cerita sket .

cite dy macam ni

ada sorang laki ni jumpa henfon pompuan ni . dalam library

and then dia delete sume contact dalam phone perempuan tu.

bila perempuan tu tanya kenapa delete contacts phone dia?

and then laki tu jawab

'just those who remember you will contact you'

janganlah .

2011-03-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

janganlah stress.

janganlah worn out

janganlah asyik cepat je naik darah.

janganlah emo tak tentu pasal .eh.

examexamexamexamexamexam

i love you :)

piss off .

2011-03-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

i rather live alone than living with someone who doesnt know the meaning of living together .

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

dari perempuan ayu ke perempuan ganas .

2011-02-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

baik percaya aku ayu kehkehkeh

eh , cop2, amyny ayu? lol XD

sila gelak beramai ramai :P

ahaha

sila percaya ok :P

amyny memang ayu ( macam tipu je )

ahahah

ni entry sedikit emo .

izinkan aku jadi gua kejap .

gua tak kacau lu ,

lu pun x kacau gua .

geng2 lu je kacau gua .

asal geng2 lu gua dapat masuk je ?

asal ngan lu gua rasa gatal2 allergic rasa macam nak baling kasut je?

gua rasa gua memang tak nak pandang muka lu pun .

jangan perasan la gua suka lu .

jauh beza ngan taste gua .

tapi gua nak buat macam mana gua satu kelas ngan lu 5 tahun ?

gua nak buat macam mana lu dapat sama course ngan gua kat sini .

oh hell yes la kan nak buat macam tak kenal .

memang gua tak kenal lu pun kat sini .

gua pun lagi suka macam tu .

gua keluar ngan member2 gua semalam buat gua teringat pasal malam tu .

on the spot memang kantoi gua perempuan yang lu maksudkan bila lu cerita kat dorang .

"ganas gak kau ni " =.=

gua rasa memang budak - budak laki sekolah kita ingat gua ni ganas la .eh .

tapi gua tetap maintain cool .

gua da tak nak ganas - ganas da ni.

tapi bila sebut nama lu je panas ~~pipi~~ hati je gua rasa .

jadi gua rasa better diam je la .

err , motif pos? =.=

brainwash .

2011-02-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

i need someone to brainwash me .

i need someone to piss on me because i did not study .

i need someone to mad at me and take my harddisk away .

i need someone to tell me that by watching korea and japan drama also those movie give me nothing .

i need someone to scold me if i just being lazy around doing nothing .

i need someone to motivated me and make me an istiqamah person .

i need someone to answer my question ;

why i need someone to do all these things that i already know from the beginning that is wrong ?

errr..

2011-02-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

umm...

rasa - rasanya aku ada something wrong la .

talking in my sleep =.=

frust .

2011-02-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

dah lama dah nak post benda ni.tapi nak wat cane tak sempat XD ok2.ni takde kena mengena dengan sape2 ok. eh.ada lah =.= alkisahnya , kitorang kena g community visit. dapat tempat rumah orang schizofrenia. apa tu schizo? err, kakau ikutkan layman pnya term macam orang yang akal kurang sihat dari kita la , tapi tak merbahaya( aku lupa cane eja ) sebagai exco publisiti n multimedia , aku kena wat video yang ni :penat punya penat dari kul 11 mlm smpai subuh sebab laptop aku kadang2 not responding ( kenapa eh )

pastu sambung edit wat kolej ( T.T)

LAST2

tak dapat nak tunjuk sebab ada sorang judge suruh proceed je, tapi kitorang ada seminit lagi!!!

and then ,

sebabkan frust,

aku main2 amik gambar kat tempat aku duduk.

contohnya:

ni adalah prof har. prof harlina halizah haji siraj. nak kenal sila klik sini

then masa nak abes , judge yang suruh proceed tu ada cakap2 sikit.

aku yang frust trus main dengan kamera

dan judge tu end kan our presentation dengan

"haa, yang kat atas tu kenapa amik gambar saya?"

beliau :D

first , aku tak perasan langsung dia tegur aku , yes, dengan mic , satu lecture hall =.=

den, mostly orang pandang aku yang tengah buat muka tak bersalah X.x

blush *

P/S : gambar- gambar doc terpaksa di blurkan .eh silap memang main2 amik pix blur ;D

P/S': yang tengah frust terus gelak hahahah =.=

p/s ": err. post ni takde motif.sekian.

kalau .

2011-02-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

kalau lah dapat cuti empat bulan tu: ni checklist dia :D 1. belajar masak2 2.part timer :DD 3. Decorate bilik ;D 4.eksersais :PP 5.tolong mama jaga rumah 6. belajar masak2 lagi =.=

be uninspired .

2011-02-20T12:08:00.000+08:00

reasons why you shouldnt become a doctor .

1. to enter the medical school is HARD .

2.the study process takes a longer time than other courses eg . engineering .

3.high failure of disciplines during these 5 years .

4.exams after exams ----> bald .

5.after come out from medical school --> the working hours longs and the pay not so great .

6. fight for limited training places.

7. no more hang out , your gf/bf thinks you are so bored , you wife/ husband think that u are good for nothing .

8.divorce , separation , depression , suicide -> high rated.

9.medicine profession -> mostly being sued .

the most important

it takes a special person to become a good doctor .

not so much for his knowledge but for his passion , honesty and commitment.

medicine is not a job, it is privilege.

being a doctor is not just treat the sicks and getting paid at the end of the month , it is much more than that.

taken from the malay mail , by dr haizal haron kamar .

thanks dr ! <3

hope .

2011-02-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

i m hoping that im his first and last love ,

but it turns out that he caught me after he's getting dump by other girl.

pathetic .

p/s : quote from google .

a friend .

2011-02-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

location : ktsn .

i have a friend .

noticed she's never use all the gadget that she have in front of us .

eg . snap a pix with her blackberry and nokia bla blabla

never use the external harddisk that she have .

never send msg to fb via her phone .

never told us about her family .

never tell us about her pakwe.

even we are in a gang .

and seldomly on9 fb.

have a nice handwirting , good looking and even a chinese boy have a crush on her.

yet,

as am so curious to investigate about this mystery girl , i found something so beautiful in her .

HUMBLE .

assertiveness.

2011-02-19T12:15:00.000+08:00

tasik titwangsa .

kena tulis reflective writing pasal assertiveness.

tak tahu nak describe cane .

tengok , da sakit kepala . migraine .

choi betul la +.+

rasa nak ..

2011-02-19T11:15:00.000+08:00

i need some time .

menangis .

expect the unexpected .

padan muka amyny tinggi sangat angan -angan :|

p/s : better i never knew the truth .

sorry .

2011-02-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

buat nur areefah yang saya terlupa birthday nya , minta maaf :(

janji tak buat lagi :(((

a boy just melt my heart .

2011-02-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

........

a guy .

2011-02-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

there's a guy that i just keep on being a silent reader in his blog .

i knew that he's in a relationship with some sort of a girl .

and now ,

Alhamdulillah ,

he's changed .

he's more toward searching for his identity , knowing about religious .

and he changed .

totally .

maybe .

people do change .

just how the perception goes .

i know he left the girl because of ALLAH :)

I'm happy to him.

hope i'm able to do that someday :) ameen .

examexamexam .

2011-02-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

bacteria!

5 weeks and i got nothing

and still malas2!

T.T

insaf insaf insaf :|

:(

2011-01-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

rasa nak menangis. sepatutnya aku benci orang yang buat aku menangis arghh!!

kahwin .

2011-01-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

motif gambar? takde =.=

rasa tak sabar nak kahwin ,

bukan apa ,

rasa macam nak tengok cane lah gua nanti hari kahwin ,

kena hias ngan mak andam ,

almaklumlah gua dah lama tak pakai bedak2 apatah lagi mekap =.=

orang cakap bila nak jadi pengantin naik seri :D

p/s ; gua harap2 muka gua lain masa hari kahwin tu , pucat maybe ? =.=

182 .

2011-01-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

gua duk ulang-ulang dengar lagu ni dengan subtitle dia sekali.

bila sekali dengar kompem cair bhai ati ,

bila da masuk 2 3 4 kali dengar gua syak setan la duk hasut gua .

cess,, bedabah kau syaitanirojiim :|

sila dengar untuk lebih cair , tapi sekali je lah :P

p/s : ni pacik atok bagi kat aku , tu yang cakap setan betul lah -.-

i need to say this .

2011-01-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

i hope she will read this . even i halted her to open my blog , yes , maybe . long ago. yes , i make me sick by just thinking of this . i remembered once she said , if she's in love again , she will ~~never~~ seldomly go out with her partner , i guessed she's changed , well , she said it is a promise. and there she goes , a boy came and ask her a date , well she's his secret admire , once . n she told me that she's not into a serious relationship yet . after she's with him , a lot of things changed . a lot , yes. in our friendship and herself too. 1. there's no more gossiping and chit chat yes, i felt the gap . we shared everything , give attention to each other , hear each other problem , and she's blaming me for the gap . is she's nut? when i came to her room , tell her some story and she's just ignore me , and just said , oh. it's really heartbroken , seriously. there's no wonder i hang out with others and let you be in your world with him and your roomate . 2. alienated friends now you seems like you share everything with him and you JUST tell me your problem with HIM? =.= I felt like am being a _________________. 3. there's no more sweet things..err, i mean in a friendship okay , lets call her A. well , A always doing all such sweet things in friendship , she always doodle up things, handmade card for her bestfriends , wrote i love you , and now nothing happen. well , she doodle up something , but wrote A love B(her bf) , and I asked her why didnt you write my name , or others name ( our friends) , like some times ago , and she just remain silent , and yes , she's ignore me ,AGAIN =.= .sheeessshhh. 4. changed when i'm asking for something , she's kept on denied it , and yes , keep on pretend nothing was wrong . there's one of our friend said that she's changed, totally from before she with B , and she said that she just busy with her life , studying , and enjoying doing all the medicine student stuff. oh hell yes , you talk on the phone with B almost everynight and you said you busy with your life? pfffffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!! pity to them -.- and she didnt keep her promise :( . she keep on going out with B , asked for a walk , a date blablabla . im not jealous over her but i feel really frustrated , upset and pity to her =.= people maybe feel like i should tell this directly to her , and i had , not me , but our bestfriend too . this is how a boy with love changed a friend . maybe im also this type of person , who knows?

....................

2011-01-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

kehadiran cinta dan lelaki bawak banyak perubahan dalam hubungan kawan. internet super saiya lembap macam siput, but looking forward to post bout this,, denggg, nak menangis rasa =.=

tunggu .

2010-12-30T19:12:00.000+08:00

gua nak mintak dia ni tunggu .

agak- agak sanggup x?

kahkahkah =.=

p/s ; takut gua pulak cari orang lain =..=

p/s/s ; da kantoi da =.="

haruskah .

2010-12-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

heh? x dak motif

hahaha! best2 ..da lama x smpt wat tag :D

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 20 friends. (Random)

5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

✓puteriku sayang -hijjaz

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

✓hug -dbsk

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

✓ gee- snsd

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

✓it's raining outside -soko

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

✓ jika - melly goeslow

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

✓haru haru - big bang

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

✓ backpacking around europe - yuna

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

✓ dan sebenarnya - yuna

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

✓ apple of my eye - cute baby

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

up and down - shinee

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

✓ring ding dong - shinee

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

✓ airplanes - hayley william n bob

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

✓ menanti di barzakh - fareast

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

✓ need you now - lady antebellum

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

✓ hello - shinee

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

✓ it's my life - bon jovi (lol!)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

✓ again and again - 2pm

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

✓ dangerous and sweet - lenka

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST sECRET?

✓behind these hazel eyes - kelly clarkson

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

✓ syukur - one nation emcees

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

✓doa perpisahan - brothers

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

✓ haruskah - adam

=.=

2010-12-29T14:11:00.001+08:00

pahal makin dekat exam makin gua kuat on9?

sedar diri cik myny oi~!!

176 .

2010-12-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

biar seratus kali difikirkan ,

bahkan seribu kali ,

you deserve a better girl .

b.i.m.b.o

2010-12-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

klik untuk tumbesaran tulang temulang lol!

merujuk kepada artikel ini (sini) khas untuk para wanita, gadis-gadis, adik-adik serta kawan- kawan di luar sana :) bukanlah nak huraikan pasal artikel ni , tapi more towards to social problems in teenagers nowadays . kita kecilkan skop entry ini , untuk kawan- kawan yang lagi muda or sebaya or kakak- kakak ( ~~ayat macam keling heh =.=~~) kalau kita tengok social probs sekarang la kan , mostly pasal lari dari rumah , mesti berkaitan pasal lelaki . bukan semua , tapi mostly . bila lari ikut laki , probability untuk still suci tu kurang . pernah sekali sir yang pernah muncul kat entry special persons cakap :

mostly problems sekarang ni libatkan teenagers yang berkawan dengan orang yang lagi tua .

got it?

ok2 ,

simply macam ni

kalau budak- budak yang smoking tu mesti belajar dari orang yang lagi tua pasal smoking ni and then pass kat kawan - kawan pasal smoking ni .

kalau girls yang lari dari rumah tu jarang ikut kawan sebaya sebab kawan sebaya mana lah ada duit tambah tambah lagi kalau still sekolah . mesti yang laki tu da lepasan sekolah , yang kerja , yang dah ada duit , yang dalam umur 19 tahun ke atas.

kat sini bukanlah nak menghalang dari berkawan ngan orang yang lagi berusia dari diri sendiri , tapi kena pandai tengok yang mana baik yang mana buruk .

sekian diperah otak untuk buat karangan ni oleh cik pemetik bintang :))

tak lawak langsung .

2010-12-19T14:04:00.001+08:00

langsung tak lawak .

menyakitkan hati ada la .

-.-

shuush shuush -.-

b.o.s.a.n

2010-12-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

what's in your mind? jawapan ----> takde XD p/s : nak kena cover notes, pbl , komiks , mikhail , code blue 2 -.-

alhamdulillah .

2010-12-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

looking forward for graduation 2015

ameen .

selepas post ini dan ini dan ini lagi (saja gedik letak link padahal leh je scroll bawah :PP) heee~~ alhamdulillah , berkat doa semua kawan- kawan blogger , yang turut aminkan lulus semua modul untuk sem ni , means , no reseat n repeat for semester 1 , Alhamdulillah :)

and thanks to you all :D

Nanti belanja g melancong ke jupiter oke!

and 2nd sem dah start , memang pack @_@ uhuk2 da dapat pilihan 2 untuk post ni jadi kena bersyukur walaupun memang rasa nak tercekik ~~tulang ayam kfc~~

ada aku kesah?

2010-12-08T19:57:00.000+08:00

ok . kembali ke segmen e-mo. bukan elmo . mula mula rasa menyampah bila aku cakap pape kau start pangkah - pangkah . hello , kau ni kenapa? apa masalah kau? (dalam hati je la) jadi kesan nya , bila kau cakap pape aku wat donno je la , aku bajet kau tak cakap ngan aku kan?kan? hahahaha( evil laugh ) p/s : betul , yang muda kena hormat yang tua , tapi bila yang tua tak hormat yang muda , bagi contoh kurang ajar , kau nak salahkan sape?

aci tak?

2010-12-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

aci tak kalau nak back to normal? takmau ada orang risau2 da :|

down.

2010-11-27T12:32:00.000+08:00

rasa makin jatuh :| naikkanlah balik! amyny boleh!

hai .

2010-11-25T15:03:00.000+08:00

kembali lagi dalam slot mari melepaskan perasaan. baru saja abes 5 paper , satu termasuk titas yang memang tak sempat nak baca and minus mark dia tu =.= 4 paper = 4 modul , ya ALLAH memang tawakal gila2 . exam medic ni unpredictable betul, masa lecture tak explain, just go through surface2 je pastu amik ko, kuar 4 soalan terus T_____________T sekarang ni just harap tak repeat/resit paper TAKMAU mengadap notes2 4 modul tu lagi , especially pharmaco , doa . doa . mintak banyak2 p/s ; rasa nak menangis je bila ingat nak jawab exam rasa macam tak baca buku langsung p/s/s ; doa same2 , harap2 la lecturer murah hati nak bagi markah :( p/s/s/s: consoled with " this is the path i choosed, endure it! " baru first sem , belum lagi 5 tahun , sampai mati akan jadi doktor . ps/s/s/s: taknak resit!!!!! :((((((((((((((((((((